He said he loved her
Like a burning building
Just as she decided
To leave his bed of clover.
She had felt it could be
Not just anyone
Who could look into her jasmine tea
And make the world take off,
But no light entered
His eucalyptus eyes
And they deserted
Her five-point gaze,
Causing a tangle of orange blossoms
In her honey-haired head
And more than enough fury
To drain her cup.
The Crave Distraction
Here is a woman
armed with guesswork and uncertainty in the face of overwhelming feeling.
Here is mastery of manic ambivalence and precision for darker perplexity.
This is lust for abstraction, a mind craving commotion,
and limb-spinning incandescence.
02 May 2012
Henry Walter
We saw the
Lemon slice
Moon cradle
Rocking above
The church funeral
And heard the
Mourners' songs.
We watched as
Painted carnations,
Lunar blue,
Were buoyed about
The pregnant coffin
And felt
Survivors' guilt.
We looked into
Black, lidless,
Crescent gazes
Reflecting inside
Our empty cups
And listened for
Grandpa's laugh.
Lemon slice
Moon cradle
Rocking above
The church funeral
And heard the
Mourners' songs.
We watched as
Painted carnations,
Lunar blue,
Were buoyed about
The pregnant coffin
And felt
Survivors' guilt.
We looked into
Black, lidless,
Crescent gazes
Reflecting inside
Our empty cups
And listened for
Grandpa's laugh.
Photograph
In the shadow of the mountain
Blood cradles the soul.
Brothers and sisters like potatoes
Develop strange eyes.
Twins of spirit pass
From fellowship to film.
We are integrated,
Subjects not subjected,
Our girls blooming,
Articulate with imagination;
Our boys brightening,
Relentless with wild ambition.
Dancing cells
Happening backward,
Growing up
And down,
Eating our way through
Fields into orchards
Across dirt roads,
Steep inclines and slow slopes
Until we are as old as the forest.
We crave the company of peers.
We share the moments,
Find sacred the ecstasy
Of kisses and rings
That slip to sea with the moon
As blood changes form
In the foam of rising tides.
Blood cradles the soul.
Brothers and sisters like potatoes
Develop strange eyes.
Twins of spirit pass
From fellowship to film.
We are integrated,
Subjects not subjected,
Our girls blooming,
Articulate with imagination;
Our boys brightening,
Relentless with wild ambition.
Dancing cells
Happening backward,
Growing up
And down,
Eating our way through
Fields into orchards
Across dirt roads,
Steep inclines and slow slopes
Until we are as old as the forest.
We crave the company of peers.
We share the moments,
Find sacred the ecstasy
Of kisses and rings
That slip to sea with the moon
As blood changes form
In the foam of rising tides.
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29 April 2012
Fulfillment
Last moments are
Superior in feeling,
Sharply poignant,
And I can see still
On the backs of my eyelids
The tree outside
The second-story window
Out on west Damen Avenue.
Its colors are vibrant.
The day is gray with
Soft showers and
Chicago street smog.
I cannot go home.
Thoughts of
Dying in sight of this tree
Have mesmerized me,
Have sat me four hours
Eyes through the glass,
Touching souls with
One tree,
Trading stories,
Teaching songs,
Pledging to fulfill one another
With edges sharp
As single atoms.
Superior in feeling,
Sharply poignant,
And I can see still
On the backs of my eyelids
The tree outside
The second-story window
Out on west Damen Avenue.
Its colors are vibrant.
The day is gray with
Soft showers and
Chicago street smog.
I cannot go home.
Thoughts of
Dying in sight of this tree
Have mesmerized me,
Have sat me four hours
Eyes through the glass,
Touching souls with
One tree,
Trading stories,
Teaching songs,
Pledging to fulfill one another
With edges sharp
As single atoms.
Instinctual
White girl novelty
Kicked in the stomach
In kindergarten,
Cries outside school.
Super Saiyan
Takes shortcuts home.
More than a person to many,
Less than a child, too.
Little English teacher likes
Tangerines,
Curious about
Pornographic magazines,
Enjoys eating cashews.
Lonely sixth grader
Says no to sex for money,
Leads Sunday school.
Kicked in the stomach
In kindergarten,
Cries outside school.
Super Saiyan
Takes shortcuts home.
More than a person to many,
Less than a child, too.
Little English teacher likes
Tangerines,
Curious about
Pornographic magazines,
Enjoys eating cashews.
Lonely sixth grader
Says no to sex for money,
Leads Sunday school.
Runaways
Runaways,
This is our empty pledge:
To live as though we are not dead.
What deviant children
Of love we are
To tell the world
Our discolored desires!
Besides,
We care most to cradle
Scars and pains and gutted plans,
Each explaining,
"Baby, I'm still not who you think I am."
So they say to us
As we awkwardly grin,
"Your resolve makes this go on,
Aids the cycle aimed at death.
Because you know
As long as something's wrong,
We'll be here with bated breath.
For without you,
We're all without!"
They beg.
This is our empty pledge:
To live as though we are not dead.
What deviant children
Of love we are
To tell the world
Our discolored desires!
Besides,
We care most to cradle
Scars and pains and gutted plans,
Each explaining,
"Baby, I'm still not who you think I am."
So they say to us
As we awkwardly grin,
"Your resolve makes this go on,
Aids the cycle aimed at death.
Because you know
As long as something's wrong,
We'll be here with bated breath.
For without you,
We're all without!"
They beg.
Dinosaur Park
Tomoyuki scales the nets
Of the prehistoric jungle gym;
Caleb drops through the tunnel
To escape becoming "It."
I am "Ramen,"
Blonde perm bouncing
As I take to the slide standing up,
Jumping off midway
To tag Andrew
Who skids across the dirt,
Then darting back
Up the ladder,
Lunges for Hidemi's legs.
The neighborhood drunk
Rides past,
Wobbling on his bicycle.
We gather and snicker
"Deta, deta!"
I boldly claim
Once witnessing
As he urinated through
His apartment window.
Of the prehistoric jungle gym;
Caleb drops through the tunnel
To escape becoming "It."
I am "Ramen,"
Blonde perm bouncing
As I take to the slide standing up,
Jumping off midway
To tag Andrew
Who skids across the dirt,
Then darting back
Up the ladder,
Lunges for Hidemi's legs.
The neighborhood drunk
Rides past,
Wobbling on his bicycle.
We gather and snicker
"Deta, deta!"
I boldly claim
Once witnessing
As he urinated through
His apartment window.
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